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Telephone calls.
or not. i called my boyfriend at 9:02pm on Thursday, October 14 after he didn’t come home for the second time this week, and he didn’t answer. He called me back only two minutes later, with nothing but ‘slap me right in the face’ news. he decided that i am not want he wants. after lying to my face for months. his ex girlfriend has come back into the picture and he wants her. we’ve been together about 1.5 years and have a 4 months old baby. he doesn’t want me or our son. he claimed during this phone call that he loves me, and our baby, and my family, he wanted to assure that i know how beautiful i am. but this girl, he wanted to marry this girl 5 or 6 years ago. he’s completely broken my mind. we literally have a baby boy who will be 4 months old on the 20th of this month. i must say i am honestly in shock. and i feel ill from the tip of my toes to the end if my longest strand of hair. which for your information is around 23 inches. i am hurt. i am disgusted. i want to sleep so badly. yet i can’t seem to stop cracking open drink after drink. my body hurts. my heart hurts. what am i doing. i want to put this baby back inside my body and take back all the feelings i am ever given to this man. a coward. he couldn’t even tell my to my face but only tell me after i call to find him out when he will be home. i miss him. but i feel dirty and used and sick to my stomach.
